The beginning of 2019 was pretty interesting and scary and I almost died 3 times In January believe it or not or came close to it I’m going to go from most believable to non believable even though they happened the opposite way. So first it was snowing and I got into a two car car crash following my friend in the snow so she had made a turn rather quick and I tried to follow but wasn’t prepared and the car did that thing where it doesn’t wanna let you turn where you want to and went head first into one car and the force was so strong I bounced off of that car into the car on the other side of the road.

Now just a week before that and well now that I think about it I haven’t cooked ever since. I was cooking on somehow the oil caught fire when I was heating it up and the fire went up to the ceiling. I was scared but courageous because I picked the pan up and I didn’t actually know what to do. I wanted to open the door a wall of fire in my face up to the ceiling but every time I went to go for the keys my hands started burning feeling hot. Then I thought I don’t want the fire out of my sight so I held it and threw some of the oil slipped out and I noticed when it went of the floor it didn’t catch fire so I dumped more of it little by little until all of it went out. Scary as hell, almost burned my house down nobody here but me.

And the third thing which happened the first week is, I’m just gonna say it was an outer body experience, I had a dream I was in my bathroom and weirdly there was a coworker with their back turned to me female leaning against the wall and I knew it wasn’t really her so as soon as I had the thought to put my hand on her shoulder this purple dust entity pushed me up to the sky and it was so fast but I felt that it was really taking my body up to the heaven. And so my room is a door down from the bathroom and next to my room is my moms room and she’s like the closest so I tried yelling my moms name nothing and than I yelled it again and I woke up whispering my moms name. And I couldn’t move. My soul was pushed out of my body believe it or not. Whether you do believe it or not isn’t actually the point the point is I’m scared. these events happening like week by week and I’m scared I’m not going to make it this through this year if stuff keeps happening this way. I felt like a something was tryna take my life. I thought this was where the road ends.

That night of the car crash I had this party game night things to do to and I was carrying the liquor and almost tripped with it downstairs. By this point I’m like whatever you know so I get kinda wasted mixed dark and light never done before kinda because I was scared but also cause I always like to do things I’ve never done before and like it was to the point I couldn’t open my eyes and I was saying things like I love you guys etc and other things happened that aren’t relevant and the next day I woke up and it was kind of a reset.

I understood that everything was teaching me a few lessons such as I must stop living so recklessly. Keep in mind I use to drive on the wrong side of the road racing my friends running red lights and all that and I’ve been pushing things to 1000%. I took these events and chalked it up to God or the universe telling me bro you have to slow down and keep a balance. It’s not worth certain things.

Now overcoming my fear…everything I reflected on I recorded it and listened to it the next day the lessons I learned that being one of them and even like slow down it’s not worth your life going too fast and the next morning I drove my friend all the way to Manhattan. Keep in mind I just got into a 2 car crash yesterday. Now how was I able to do it? Keep in mind just last night when my friend was driving me to the party I was scared that she was driving mad fast so my legs were shaking and I was just silent… and it’s not because of that one reflection and listening to it. It’s the years of reflecting and constantly doing my mindset routine to push passed my fears and still be able to take action even while I’m scared or fearful of something and we call that courage. Consistency and persistency and breaking down your fears and doing things you’ve never done will get to the point your friends will think you have no fear and you do not have to do extreme things like drive on the wrong side of the road or get out of the car on he middle of a traffic light to do it. If your a nice guy you’d like to overcome your fear and live with more passion with the same mindset routine I used to overcome my fear of my life is about to be taken private message me on Facebook or shoot me an email or subscribe to my website all links below. Peace